🖋️Angel Eyez

She bad the eyes of an angel
So much so I never saw her angle
Until it was too late
And could’ve been a timeless love became my greats mistake

There’s a thin line, between love and hate
That’s true indeed but only when somebody’s love is fake

In the beginning, I welcomed her into my place
Opened arms, no alarms just us and our place
Our love
Our time together despite the weather
We went for long walks
Had all of those long talks
Shared vision and dreams
And once, she even let kiss all of her insecurities
I mean my love, runs deep
Like it’s meant to be
Like you watched over by someone with the proper energy

Now, I’m not sure if she was ever really into me
Cause I’m my eyes we were a team but in hers it was still her and then me

Separation, that became distinct
When she got pregnant and instead of marriage, she chose to leave

We had a plan we first found out and I asked her what do you need
What do you want
She said a bunch of bullshit about being a veterinarian but it was all just front

I upgraded from a futon to king size bed
Got a playstation and some other stuff to ease her mind while she pregnant
Found two schools she could go to, to became a veterinarian
Even a couple mentors to help and then

She was gone
Could hardly get her on the phone
Wasn’t called when had the baby
Leaving messages like I ain’t heard from you lately

Just to be served with child support papers, shit almost drove me crazy
I mean once upon a time Angel Eyez was my Lady

Now I feel like my child was used as collateral by a baby stealing bitch
And a part of our government that destroys families for financial incent
And it’s like even if that wasn’t her intent
It couldn’t have been done without her consent
And I went from a sucker for love, to trust no bitch

PS: I wrote this poem as a way to kind of work through all of the pain from the BS I’ve been through in regards to this situation. I shared it so the other young brothers will be aware of the fact that there are women out there who will make you think they love you, then switch up as soon as they get pregnant and you won’t hear from them again until your being served with child support papers. #TrueStory.